Friday, August 29, 2008

Let Justice Prevail

Sam:

So many things have been happening over the last few days.. Complications, Misunderstandings, Impediments, Anguish..

I wish I could do something about this.. but who am I kidding? Myself? I have tried what I could.. but what I did was futile.. It is so heartbreaking to see the people I care about, being so poignant.. so miserable.. I could see clear evidence on their faces. Their crestfallen expressions pointed to that of disappointment and hurt.. whether it was to me or to another, I do not know.

But, what I wish to say is.. To attain happiness, one must have compassion for others, and most importantly for yourself. Be kind towards yourself as you, as a person, play an important role in everyone's life. Don't belittle yourself. Please, Don't.. Strive for success.. strive to attain happiness. But Never assume just yet, that the future will go according to how you planned it to be. Although sooner or later it might, right now, all that matters is the knowledge.. The profound meaning behind these words.. "The Future is Uncertain". The only way we can earn happiness through this is to change our attitude.. our opinion about life. Forget about the past, forget about the future. Just do what you think is right. Follow your heart and your mind.

I love you guys. Please be okay after this whole crap that has been thrown towards us. I only wish for your happiness and compassion towards yourself. Please be okay soon..

Posted by dark-wings at 8/29/2008 09:25:00 PM

Indian Costume is in the trend : )








this is the only nice looking one... : )

Posted by dark-wings at 8/29/2008 08:45:00 PM

it is not important...

"it is not important, no one is capable to do it this year and most of the time is guy who handle the job..therefore, i have to cancel out Ketua Disiplin." - this is what she said... who is she referring to ? i really wonder.. isn't she being too mean to that person.. why people do that.. my brother told me " is nothing wrong to be young, never be naive... you are always like that..bla bla bla" what does he really mean? am i a bad sister? always wanted the world to go my way, is that me? i guess so since is my bro who said so..

"i , yvonne here would like to resign my position as a prefect.... bla bla " can i do that ? should i do that ? why must i do that ? questions are flying above my head.. would i be happy next year? can i get along? should i still be chained with the responsibilities that i wish i do not have to hold on?

God, i really wish you could show me a road that will lead me to happiness.. that is the only think i am seeking for.. show me the way that i would able to get closer to you... show me the way that i would able to show my strength and hide my weakness..

the little girl who can't find her way out of the dark room... - yvonne

Posted by dark-wings at 8/29/2008 08:19:00 PM

Thursday, August 28, 2008

i do have a heart..

yesterday was really a nightmare.. rain rain rain.. caught in the rain soaking wet... and of course fallen ill.. sick physically and also mentally... not to forget emotionally.. missed school today.. because of my two marshmallow.. i wanted to go to school to get something from the teacher but my two marshmallow told me to get some rest.. as i am an obedient child.. haha "finger cross" i went back to sleep.. there is this email that i received yesterday that causes me more pain internally, title "if you have a heart, pls read.." i can't stop my tears from flowing as i read the email.. Pain, disappointed, anger everything was there... what is wrong with me.. what is the thing that you don't like? what makes you think that i am not what i am? i seriously don't know.. you do not know what am i going throught, you do not know what responsibility i am holding on, you do not know what is the problems that i am facing... think properly and ask yourself again.. do you think i really don't have a heart? ask yourself why do i ignore you? why can't i ignore you? why must i force a smile to you? why must you be as mean as others to me ? why why why!! i do have a heart... maybe it had been broken into pieces.. or i should say it had never been recovered... you would be very sorry if you know what is going on but i will never wish to tell you..

tears by,
vonne..

Posted by dark-wings at 8/28/2008 01:06:00 PM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

my two marshmallows..

alright you two...my turn to expresssss....

lets put it in a good manner... today wasn't really a bad day... we got the posts we wanted, at least...erm... we are happy for a few hours...hermmm..maybe.. i don't want to blame anyone.. whatever that happens has its reasons... all i know is the ONE above is always making the best of everything for us.. why not we just take it as a experience??hermmm.. a very GOOD experience?? aiyah, just call it a day.. You TWO marshmallows don't worry about vonnie here... remember i can get over everything as i have a POWdERFUL mother haha... i am very USED to it haha... seniors who always bully juniors are not worth even a single second of our life.. why care about them? all they know is " hey you, you are not good, you must change your attitude" or "this is your board, your problem why must we care...blah blah blah" that's all they know... lame..childish.. somemore? there are just too much to say.. don't worry you two marshmallows they will get their KARMA one day : ) ... i think they don't even know what is the meaning of KARMA..ohhh poor thing : ( .. oh shoot i am cursing ... too bad cursing them is like a must thing to do haha..

i am really touched with what you two marshmallows wrote.. sharing this blog with you guys is really one of the luckiest thing in my life.. love you two marshmallows a lot lot lot... *blushing* i will ensure you two marshmallows will not be eaten by those lame people.. i will be your cutest GUARDIAN angel... *winks* Aishiteru !!! watashi ...... suki..... anata noe.....

by,
tempura/donut/pancake/cutest guardian angel/the EVIL yvonne

Posted by dark-wings at 8/26/2008 10:57:00 PM

Grr..

Sam:

School today was.. well… totally inexpressible and utterly beyond words. It is somewhat disheartening and yet, at the same time, disappointing. Okay, maybe I'm being a tad bit melodramatic.. but... In times like these, no one is to be blamed. All for one, one for all, huh?


Maybe Chin is right. Being Optimistic should be top priority for now. I have to do something.. Something within my boundaries.. but…how?


There should be a way that we can improve the board.. We need the help of the rest of the team though. Haha, despite all that, my two pancakes are always there for me. They are my pillars of support.


Man.. right now, I am seriously in the midst of a brainstorming contest between my right brain and my left brain. Yeap, you heard me right. I support my left one though.. Hehe. Okay, back to the topic at hand.. I need to achieve something within my reach, but something seems to be blocking my way. What annoying barrier would dare prevent me, the almighty, from acting? Grr.. Roar.. Eheks.

Tasukete.. >_<

Maybe it is for the better. Ehehe. Yeah, maybe... Let's see how the winds of change handles this for herself. :) Ahaha. *Yawn.

Posted by dark-wings at 8/26/2008 08:34:00 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Our Last Promise ~Chinie Kun~

Our Last Promise

The moment,
We just melted into each other’s embrace
Signifying our last farewell
Under the glittering rainbow,
If you could remember,
This is where,
We made our pinky promise.

Forget me not,
Our vows chiming in my head,
Rehabilitate my broken heart,
It’s got to be you.

Why do words seemed so hard to say,
Lies,
Comfort me,
Convince me,
Need you not,
Be here with me,
Eternally.

Trace my heart,
It’s there,
No longer touched,
Paint it white,
It’s black.

Feel the flow of my soul,
Fly with it,
It's always there,
Unleash it,
Just like the first breeze of Fall,
Caress me.

Seize my mind,
It’s still there,too,
Put it back,
Can’t stop it.

My heart,mind and soul,
It’s there,
In You.
You’ve got it,
It’s Our Last Promise.

-standingbyyou-

Posted by dark-wings at 8/21/2008 11:33:00 PM

to someone special..

20/08/2008 - yvonne

i hope he know this,

today he was so annoyed.. looking at him being annoyed by the presence of others, i smiled in the inside.. he was so angry at the same time with what they said.. i am too.. but looking at him i just can't be angry anymore.. dear dear, do not bother about what they say there are nothing, they are just good in planting trees haha or cut grass.. there are just jealous of both of us.. at that moment you might think i don't bother but i do.. maybe you are there so i felt i am protected..ahh so comfy.. i just look at it in a different way, dear.. miss your annoyed look.. : )

Posted by dark-wings at 8/21/2008 10:15:00 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

hara hetta... baegopayo... together gather : )






















yvonne here....

chinie chinie kun kun brought us out to makan haha... so sweet of her... the foods were delicious... look at the photos... so happy.. sammy kun so enjoying.. since i am single why not i take sam as my boyfriend..look at how lovely both of us together ya... me and chin arr...erm...sista la haha... ohhhhh sam and chin are going to kill me... see ya tata... ps: love them more than anything >.<

Hoollaaa!!, it's chinie chinie kunkun eree..

*stares at vonne* oh,is she done?? *takes off earmuffs* allriggghttt..XDD so, here we are!! KOREAN FOOD!!! The two girls is so crazy eating..freaking my ass off..*got kicked* okay okay..they're so cute!! Then, we went to release birds,crickets..== froggies and fishies..feel so contented..XD sucha wonderful day, you've ought to join us!! WOOHOO!! Next up, sammie kun!!

Sam:
Chin, Vonne, and I went out for lunch at a Korean Restaurant, Daore.. Hrmm.. sounds very much like Doraemon, don't you think? We ate based on Chin's recommendtion. Yeap, It was De-Li-Cious. I can't remember the names of the food, but one thing I know for sure, we ate a lot of pork. I mean it.. A LOT. So, don't go around touching my little baby, also known as my tummy. -__-
Just now, we discussed about how the three of us are different in many ways. :P Chin is rather motherly or nanny-like, Vonne is the perfectionist and also the Protector(in a way), and I am, well.. the ALMIGHTY. Enough said. :)

Posted by dark-wings at 8/19/2008 03:01:00 PM