Monday, November 24, 2008

I couldn't sleep....or should I say..I actually tossed and turned on the bed for like a thousand million times until I eventually slammed my head on the bed post? or because I realised that..EVERYONE KEPT THINGS AWAY FROM ME..and I hate people doing so and lying to me. Only yesterday I knew that my couzie went to operate and cut the lower part of his tongue. WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME EARLIER??!?!!!!! and today I finally have time to play and give him bear hugs..and he had to go to the babysitter's already!! AND MUST YOU!! MUST YOU PULL HIM AWAY FROM ME LIKE THAT???!!!!!!!!!! If only..I could just....URRGGHHH!!!! My couzie cried,yelled, kicked, everything that he could do just to free himself.. I couldn't watch..it's like sending him off to Hell......... what I know is..I can do..NOTHING for him..NOTHING..

I just hope..he's sleeping now..safe and sound..God knows how much I love him..

Tonight, it more quiet than usual...perhaps I'm used to singing and drumming my fingers noisily even if it's 5am in the morning. I just feel like breaking every single thing in this house. The keyboard is included. Of coz, I'm still straight. Dammit.

---> Don't cry my lover by JJ

The love that you have been waiting for, I cannot have.
The promise that we made, to shed our tears together…I can see them now.

-standingbyyou-

Posted by dark-wings at 11/24/2008 02:55:00 AM

Friday, November 21, 2008

Heeeeeheeheeeee...I love Christmas!! Christmas is coming!!!! WOOOOHOOO!! *rolls up snowballs* Let's go caroling my dears!!! Falalalala lalalala!!!~~~~ YAY YAY YAY!!!!

Donuttoes, I vomit twice today...TT_TT stupid flight, cheh! I was like...suffering for 7 hours!!! TT_TT but my uncle brought us for a threat ady...PAYBACK TIME!!!!!!! *runs around with uncle* At last I reach home ady, omg..I miss..EVERYONE!! HEh...when are you guys going to be NOT busy huh??!! Hahahah..OMO OMO OMO!!! Now is the music! Deck the halls lalalalalalalala~~ YAYY!!!! Oh, movies yahh!! Go for movies!!!

Today I was like...ahhH!! LET ME SEE DONGBANG DISGUISING AS NORMAL PASSENGERS AND WALKING AROUND..Hehhh..so SAddening..TT_TT they weren't there..

Chin-chan is back for an xtreme carol-ing practice, and I want you guys to join me!!!! WEEEE!!!
If tht doesnt sound good enough, ahem..*secretly punches hard on the face* hahaha..we must meet soon yahH!! Ahhh!! My stomach pain wanna pangsai ady!! Chao!!!

SAM!!!! Get me the toilet roll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDD

Ish!! the toilet is so dirty, I wonder if vonnie got wash them or not when I'm gone..=.=ll

----> At last I'm back. It's time for JaeHo vs YooSu, judged by alpha cuteness SHUMIN!! XDDD

-standingbyyou-

Posted by dark-wings at 11/21/2008 08:44:00 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

KYYYYAAAAA!!!! *turns on all the lights* WAE YO??!! What's going on here??!!

Sam and vonne: CHIN-CHAN!

CHiN:???!?!

Sam and vonne: Shut up

Chin: Haik! TT_TT

Yah, chin-chan going home today ady...I tell you girls..this place ah...GOT NO CHINESE GUYS WAN LOH!!! EEYERH! yesterday my bro brought me to drink this super nice hot chocolate, one small cup 22 bucks, I wanna die with the taukeh ady..lol..I went like..mamak!! LOL..ppl so high class and I was like babarian there..TT_TT OH yeah! And that's when I saw two chinese guys..with one girl lahh..aish..old guys..chao lah!! *kicks* whooopss..*sits decently* when I was talking to my brother, he said smth damn embarassing and I puked out a whole lot of water..thank god it wasnt the chocolate drink..he had a long lec from me..hah! he deserved it!!

and just now went to a restaurant, the kids here, all can become mariah carey, their high pitched cry is like...a few octaves higher than my voice..XDD and got one kid fell down, I wanted to help him up but guess what? he was glaring at his brother like wanna kill his bro ady so i was like..cheh, this kid so annoying..he sendiri wanna play but not sporting..LOL..and when we were eating, people walk in n out, i can feel the thumping..LOL..and got an old woman that laughed like a witch suddenly..I cracked up thereXDD moreover i thought of you two wherever i go, the mischevious deeds we would do..and I end up laughing by myself..I ended up being lectured by my mom, she said that i Sasa and ask if i go crazy ady..TT_TT omma..how can u do this to me...

Sorry sammie, I thought of getting you a hawt guy but...there's not much to spare..T^T Sorry vonnie, i wanted to get you a lot of nice accessories, i know u like them but..all damn arabic ones..and I imagined ur disgusted look and it made my appetite go wrong too..XDDDD now the sky also dark ady, later departing at 2.40am..*yawns* When i come back we go for movies la kay..sam, we'll have a lil suprise for ya...*grins*

and YAH!! Who go and put i want dbsk in my room?? THEy are already in my room!! CHEH!! XDD

---> She asked, will you fall in love with a person who touched your heart?

Lyn's answer. 1} I never believed in love at first sight. Love needs tolerance and faith to last.

2} I never knew him in person and I claimed that I love him

3}I didn't know when I fell in love with him

4} I only know that he's in my heart mind and soul.

Lyn..... *runs off to get Lyn an icecream*

Aish, my SHuShu slipped just now, and his leg terkena Yunnie, they must be super tired..and changmin's voice werent as sharp as usual, yoochunnie and jae also worn out..Jae had to film a movie also. I wish yunnie wont be so stressed up about it..that silly hubby of mine..ShuShu, dont worry...as long as you guys are well..other things doesnt matter..

THEY WON!!

1. MKMF Auction Best Style Award
2. MKMF Mobile Popularity Award
3. MKMF Auction Netizen's Choice Award
4. MKMF Overseas Viewer Award
5. MKMF BEST ALBUM OF THE YEAR (Daesang for album)

.... got two they didnt get. *glares at Hyori and BB* LOL...Shuen ahh!! *slaps self* WHAT??!! *shouts back* fine fine, stil got a lot of chances. Dbsk give face to them nia...or else sapu all meh..paiseh mahhh..XDDD BB worked really hard..congrats...*bows* Only some buggle BB fans frigging annoying. Shit them. Rosakkan mirotic chorus. I'll bash them till their brain juice all come out. HMPH!!!

What I'm sure of most is...JAEJOONG AND YUNHO AND CHANGMIN IS SLEEPING OUTSIDE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YunHo: Shuen..mianhae...that ajumma forced me...

Shuen: You'll wash the dishes today..your mistake isnt that serious...

YunHo:YAY SHUEN!! Saranghaeyo!

Shuen:Arasseo..*slowly grins* XDDD

ChangMin:Shuen..I'm hungry....*JaEJoong peeking*

Shuen:Come in, I'll cook for you..Dont you DARE pull JAEJOONG IN!!

ChangMin: YAY!! BYE HYUNG!!

JaeJoong: TRAITOR!!!

JaeJoong: Shuen ah...mianhae...SHUEN!!!

Shuen:HAH!! GO FIND UR HANHYOJOOO!!!!! HMPH!!!!!!!!!!

*throws out all JaEJoong's stuff and slams door*

JaeJoong: ANDWE!!!! TT_TT Chalkeah...open the door..YeoBo ah...

Shuen: I warn all of you, whoever opens the door for him, no dinner for you
All four: YES MA'AM!

-standinbyyou-

Posted by dark-wings at 11/20/2008 09:29:00 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Seriously, Vonne, wth are you talking about? LOL..I cannot understand a single thing that you said, you're just so random XDD You can guess that my eyes are about to pop out ady, scrutinizing your words..lol.. oh well, I hope you are having a nice time now, the exam stress must go off..alright? *huggies*

I heard that Sam had a really nice time yesterday..from the bridegroom himself..XDDD I'm happy for you sammie..XDD But WHERE'S MY INVITATION??!!! HOW CAN U FORGET ME??!!!! *kicks sam's ass hard* AHHHH!!! *james come after with grenades* Heeeesss..

Tmr I'm going off to dubai, yay yay yay!!!! Plus, I wrote two new fics ady, OMG!!! I LOVE THEM!!! ^^ It's time for lunch now, yummy..

I miss you both so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See you all soon!!!!

-standingbyyou-

Posted by dark-wings at 11/12/2008 04:35:00 PM

at last... connected

hey hey... so long never heard from me right? i bet you guys miss my lame lame post haha.. so long never touch the keyboard.. so sad right? but is ok : ) at least i could now..

Exam is so so so tiring... at last is over and now busy of other stuffy thingy.... think think think... see see see what is up?

one cry two cry... so hard not to feel guilty.. but i am not the one : ) who bring everything like that... ho??? ho ??? ehhehe

can't wait for Christmas ... i want a white Christmas : )... probably wearing a pretty white dress with red ribbon around the waist ... feel like a santarina... haha... alright alright chin sam don't have to pretend you guys are vomiting i know in you guys you find me so cute and sweet ho? ahahaha

alright... got to go and watch love movie... need those to gain back my interest haha kind of lost those lovey dovey thingy...ahah probably i will end up like sammy kun.. ahah maybe...

tata... *winks*

love,
vonne

Posted by dark-wings at 11/12/2008 02:48:00 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Omo Omo Omo!!!! Breathe SHuen, BREATHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'd just finished Eclipse, I thought I was going to die...I didn't want it to end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TTOTT

edward is so jaejoong, and jacob is so yunho..and I'm so locking jaeho in my room tonight..

Today went for western food, donuttoes, the food was super sized...huge like mad...and 30 over bucks for a chicken burger..counted cheap already..TTOTT It's true western restaurant and very american-ish, of course, the whites around contributed to the atmosphere..and i even spotted a few hot ones..sorry, sam..dun have enuff smexy guys to spare, there's like..NOT many teens here..all over 30 plus, i suppose its just their old looks..okayokay, MATURED looks...those teens here i think are all locked up..kesian...but some are really hot..*coughcough* gotto keep it low..jaejoong and yunho's squinting at my direction..

What are you guys up to? I already booked you two for twilight..remember tht, unless you dont love your head..greeaaattt..^^ this thurs i'm off to dubai for a whole day fun fun fun...so, i'll hunt for souvenirs, i had like a long list...haha, dont worry u both are at the top two, of cos..XDD

The wind is blowing strong despite the hot weather and I totally felt like i'm in a dessert or smth..but I felt it was really cool, I'M AT MIDDLE EAST!!!! lol...I'm trying to gain some experience n look around here, there's not much awareness on importance of education here, since the government is rich...so, there's not many schools around, there's hardly even one around the corner..=,=lll malls is everywhere..and i can even see the moon now, at 6, it will get totally dark...man, I miss you girls...TTOOTT I expect a good welcome home from u ppl..^^

Kay, gotto help my mom cook..it's dinner, so fast,my lunch hadnt digested yet..but..the air is...GOOD...*sniffsniff* byebye~~take care you two!!

-standingbyyou-

Posted by dark-wings at 11/11/2008 08:55:00 PM

Monday, November 10, 2008

1,2,3

Gosh, we've not posted anything since last month..XDD Inactive, I suppose that's an appropriate word. So, exam's over and I'm here, reading Eclipse, and drooling at every part of it, XD yesterday I even got myself lost in between the books and my mom came hunting for me and I didnt even realise..lol..I was quite suprised by my sudden obsession towards books, its scaring me though..heehee..so, twilight movie is coming up this 21st, OH GREAT, had a dinner that day to attend to, and barely a week before I have to leave for another activity.

My throat was getting all itched up and I was so ever ready for my vocal class next year, nyetnyetnyet..writing my fics and poems, it just sort of boost up my energy, or should I say, my type of caffeine and JaeJoong, my exact type of heroin..*squeals a few octaves higher* *cracks up* XDDD

I missed my donuts, and wondered what they were doing, and yesterday I saw something that made my heart stopped beating. A carved guardian angel, with a short note beside it, it says that long ago, in german, there were many poor people and they would carve a guardian angel and keep it with them for protection and goodluck..and I wanted to grab it already, till I read the price tag. 52.50 bucks. I was like, wait a minute, *digs into pocket* *cries* and walks off. Horrible, I should have find a job here..*growls*

I almost strangled myself last friday when P told me that he and his friends DID CAME TO SCHOOL..lol, this is no exaggerating, BUT STILL, I'm grateful to be able to see the tembok-ing on wednesday, I was squealing my ass off, what a stupid, irritating girl, thank you..*squeals again* *smacks head*

Say, there aren't many boy teens here though, I've seen a few girls and they came speaking to me in some weird accent and I was like..uh...WHAT? lol..and it took me like a minute to process the sentence "DO YOU LOVE LEBONESE??!!" Lol, and i nodded abruptly, at least I knew what they were talking about, lol, if they said, your ass stinks and I nodded, oh no...XDD so, my brother taught me some arabic, arkan is eat..lol, i only remember that, and I went to like so many malls and went to the corniche drive, the sea is beautiful, undescribeable in words..

Hmph, or else, I'd be in India with him..dammit...LOL, I-N-D-I-A, for a month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Huaaahuaahuaahuaaaa.....I suck, I do....*punch stomach* He's an absolute darling but sadly, aigooo...I'm owned by dongbangXDDDDD WOOOHOOOO!!!!! *punch harder*

Alright then, I shall come back next time with more news!! *squeezes blog and kisses*There! XDD

-standingbyyou-