Thursday, August 28, 2008

i do have a heart..

yesterday was really a nightmare.. rain rain rain.. caught in the rain soaking wet... and of course fallen ill.. sick physically and also mentally... not to forget emotionally.. missed school today.. because of my two marshmallow.. i wanted to go to school to get something from the teacher but my two marshmallow told me to get some rest.. as i am an obedient child.. haha "finger cross" i went back to sleep.. there is this email that i received yesterday that causes me more pain internally, title "if you have a heart, pls read.." i can't stop my tears from flowing as i read the email.. Pain, disappointed, anger everything was there... what is wrong with me.. what is the thing that you don't like? what makes you think that i am not what i am? i seriously don't know.. you do not know what am i going throught, you do not know what responsibility i am holding on, you do not know what is the problems that i am facing... think properly and ask yourself again.. do you think i really don't have a heart? ask yourself why do i ignore you? why can't i ignore you? why must i force a smile to you? why must you be as mean as others to me ? why why why!! i do have a heart... maybe it had been broken into pieces.. or i should say it had never been recovered... you would be very sorry if you know what is going on but i will never wish to tell you..

tears by,
vonne..

Posted by dark-wings at 8/28/2008 01:06:00 PM

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