Thursday, September 25, 2008

Another relieved night, cause Thursday is about to be gone. THat means, no more Miss Lee's tuition in a week's time. Ahhhh..say, I have a better control of myself today from throwing my hardcovered books at her face, biased sucker. . . . Somehow, I have this stupid feeling in me of a bad omen. What'll happen tomorrow, life is so uncertain, I just wanna grab hold of my puffy pillow and scream into it. Pretty insane, what to do. . that's my only way to wash off the horrible feeling that suffocates me in life. . I sound pathetic. . kyehkyeh. . I ate 3 times noodles today, maggi for brunch,panmee for lunch after tuition and maggi for dinner. My stomach now looked like I was 3 months pregnant. . .oh. . at least, it will make me calm down that all these will give me energy to know what's really going on tomorrow. . what is wrong with my brain? i'm just babbling over here. . perhaps I'm just feeling lonely. . or maybe. . I really am. .

I got slightly distracted about prefect stuff today but I felt that it didn't worth my attention at all. . OKAY, for the past few days, I made some really lovely strawberries and eggies breakfast for my donuttoes but I felt so sorry that it tasted like vomit at the first bite. . my lovely strawberry crepe turned into fried egg and strawberries salad with thousand island sauce. . then, I made steamed eggs, which I added sugar and condensed milk in it to make it milky and sweet, then, added some strawberries at it's bottom and steamed it in a nice bowl. . I just somehow like, sprinkle some water into it, after that, I was in sucha rush that I just poured it onto a plate 5 minutes later when nothing seemed to be cooked. . but once I poured it, I realised that the water I added in the egg was too little!! the left over that sticked to the bowl was totally half-boiled egg instead of nice, soft white colored steamed egg. . I convinced myself not to panicked, despite the first bitter experience I had before. . however. . a minute before I dashed out of the house, I nicely packed it into a tupperware and took two spoons, hoping that it would taste nice, though it smells sour. . and when i brought it to school. . nobody seemed to like it, it all went down my esophagus to my stomach. . it was nice !!

Ah!! I didn't mention my first experience?? my family went to Cameron Highlands and got loads of stawberries and then, my brother went again and got another lot. So, the first lot goes to the strawberry crepe and the second, to the steamed egg. . I added loads of sugar into the egg mixture and stir it and dabbed my finger into it and to my tongue. . I remembered once that, my mom was sleeping, so I did a steamed meat and pickles, I did not know how much salt and sugar to put , ended up tasting the egg-meat-pickles concentrated smelly mixture at the tip of my tongue. . thinking that it was perfectly normal until I confronted my mom.. I said,"MOM!! You did that all the time, didnt you?" "You're such a stupid girl, since when did I do that gross thing?" and she nagged at me for not learning how to cook properly. . I had a dilemma then, BUT HEY, I DID WASH OFF THAT THING OFF MY TONGUE, I MERELY TASTED IT. . okay, then, come back to the story, I rinsed my mouth and then, poured the mixture into the wok, in hope that it would turn out to be a nice, thin piece of crepe. . it didn't. . bad, it burnt badly even though I was totally aware of it, the top of the egg was still wriggling, so I thought, just give it a little more time before I turn it over, worst, I didn't add the strawberries which was a abandoned at the corner. . and then, after the my second experience, I realised, luckily I didnt put it in, or it will smell like, burnt-strawberry-juice. . in the end, I stirred the egg around, throwing away the burnt bits and then, chopped it into small pieces and then, put them on a plate, mix it with all the strawberries and thousand island sauce. . it WAS A PERFECT EGG-STRAWBERRY SALAD!! I named it *natural blusher* some ppl tasted it not my donuttoes. .

Sam said that I made too weird dishes. . I don't think so actually, just because it's new to them, I JUST HAVENT GOT THE STEPS right yet, I will, soon..and they'll be coming after me for another helping. . but too bad, I'll be working at a 7 diamond hotel as the lead chef. . *begans to dream*

I'll make for all of you one day, and you'll all love it!!

-standingbyyou-






Posted by dark-wings at 9/25/2008 08:40:00 PM