Tuesday, September 30, 2008

I wish I can give happiness and comfort to you girls now..I am trying my very best to be optimistic. I hope you all will too. Sammie, I really try to always cope up with whatever is in your almighty mind, even though sometimes I just get all frustrated with it, but I told myself that, I'm not loving a perfect friend but loving a friend perfectly. Remember? I know you really cared about your dogs, they're your loyal companion when I'm not with you, and I accept the fact that you love your dogs more than us. YOu're sucha dork, but I love you.. okay, my dear, don't ever let ur lips curve down...I want you to always always always be happy..promise me that, and keep that promise..

Vonnie, you'd think I will leave you lying there, and rot? You're absolutely absurd, cheeky little fella. I regretted not dragging you into the car, at home, I thought you would faint again and those stupid dumb guys wouldnt know what to do. Can you and Sam stop making me worry again??? Can you all just take care of yourself properly...as in like, your health!! I don't worry about any other things of yours, you girls are smart and capable, but sometimes so dumb and reckless. I will get insane seriously, please always protect yourself from any harm and danger, you all being safe and happy is my greatest hope. I do not hope for more.

I'd imagine that we all grow old and celebrate our birthdays together when we're 90 years old. That's a little bit greedy right? I think 80 years old will do. XD but we'll still be pretty at that age..hopefully..XDD What am I talking about? I always get carried away, because you both influence me with your silliness and randomness, or is it the other way? =D

Sammie, you're the most secretive one, whether you're really that simple minded and happy-go-lucky or you're a troubled child, I don't know. I blurt things out without them going through my brain, I didn't know you were worst actually. I thought you were wise old sam. I thought. Yes, that's an insult. Okay, small joke in here. I'm actually impressed with your ignorant expression I can say, seriously, no one would ever know what you're actually thinking with you putting on that pokerface all the time. You're sucha strong person, physically and mentally. Physically qualified to be vonne's bf, and mentally strong to just ignore human nature.

Whereas I'm not, too. Yvonne's not, three. We're all so different. That makes us so unbreakable, the bond between us, we fit into each other nicely, our weakness and our good sides, Yeap, we'll grow old together. No doubt. I'm still living with you all. Tomorrow will be, tomorrow tomorrow will be, always be.

-standingbyyou-









Posted by dark-wings at 9/30/2008 02:24:00 PM