Friday, September 26, 2008

A million seconds. . . .ticked off. . i remember. .

Today is already the last day of school and the beginning of holiday. . going to school is always a new fresh thing that i'm looking forward to everyday-though i always mumble to myself that school is torturing. . it isn't. . . . my friends. . teachers. .the school field, tangga7,blokcT3. . all my memories are there. . and it will continue to grow. .

My dearie vonnie was so sick today. . and eventually, she knocked out, i thought my heart was going to pop out when she was unconscious. . man, i definitely is fainthearted. . or should i say, i'm friggin worried of her? cheh! I'm not. . . *stubborn* oh my goodness,

VONNIE!! U'D BETTER EAT EAT AND EAT!!!! and SLEEP SLEEP AND SLEEEEEEPP!!!!

this would be the last time that i see you sick. . coming up, i'll be your health advisor, i dont want to see you suffering pain, both inside and out. .

In school, my ah bong cried. . at first, she told me and amanda that her retina was swollen. . I was like. . retina???? swollen???? then, she looked all sniffy,sitting beside me. . after that, vonnie told me that she was crying. . she was hugging her knees to her ribs by the marble table. . it hurt me so much to see her like this, i kept wiping her tears and they keep flowing. . and i realise that i'm sucha stupid friend. . i've never been able to tell them how much i really do care about them infront of them. . i can never speak out what's inside my heart. . instead, i will be scolding them all the time, nagging and lecturing them. . and when they cry, like today, i wrapped my arms around her,moving her to and fro like i'm singing a nursery song to a kid, humming a slow song. . or perhaps i understand her too well. . i just want her to cry and let everything out before she say anything. . it hurts to see her taking everything back to herself. . i know she's feeling so sad. .

I remembered at first, when I see michelle, i was frigging shy to go talk to her, i can't seem to communicate well and make new friends, that's the weakness in me. . but she definitely was in my list of friends, everyone is. . however, i only dare to speak to her a few weeks before, and when i'm more familiar with her, she is going back to her school, i know this sounds stupid, but i felt so bad. . i don't know when i'm going to see her anymore. . see, human are always so pathetic. . infront of you, you dont appreciate, go already, then u sulk. .
However, I will meet her soon, I'm sure. . ^^

Today, I can conclude my blog as, our FAMILY and FRIENDS is our reason we live, they are in us, they're always with us. . they are our reason that we keep going. . they are the ones who really loves us. . we believe in each other. . we're always together. . i will take it to myself, all the pain,frustration, sufferings they are facing and only give them smiles and laughters. .

My dears, your own destiny is youself, without you, what's your destiny? whether you will want to have a tomorrow, it's up to you. . I will be standing by you and hold you up. .There's no fate, only faith. .

--->Who does not hope to love and for their love to be everlasting forever. . the miraculous connection between both person but common in the eye of others. . people today feel that their love must be acknowledge by other people than the person they love itself. . to me, when two loves one another, only they will understand one another, other people sees them as a normal couple and there will be NO CONTROVERSIAL or GOSSIPS or anything that tries to separate them, if there is, if people criticise them, they are there for one another. . because they truly believe each other. .

Love comes in all sorts of way.

I'm growing older and older, each second, i kept faith in only one thing is keeps me strong all the time, i have all of you in my life, my heart, my mind, my soul. . i'm never lonely. . i want to grow old with all of you. . this is my only wish. .

::miduhyo::

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Posted by dark-wings at 9/26/2008 09:52:00 PM