Monday, November 24, 2008

I couldn't sleep....or should I say..I actually tossed and turned on the bed for like a thousand million times until I eventually slammed my head on the bed post? or because I realised that..EVERYONE KEPT THINGS AWAY FROM ME..and I hate people doing so and lying to me. Only yesterday I knew that my couzie went to operate and cut the lower part of his tongue. WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME EARLIER??!?!!!!! and today I finally have time to play and give him bear hugs..and he had to go to the babysitter's already!! AND MUST YOU!! MUST YOU PULL HIM AWAY FROM ME LIKE THAT???!!!!!!!!!! If only..I could just....URRGGHHH!!!! My couzie cried,yelled, kicked, everything that he could do just to free himself.. I couldn't watch..it's like sending him off to Hell......... what I know is..I can do..NOTHING for him..NOTHING..

I just hope..he's sleeping now..safe and sound..God knows how much I love him..

Tonight, it more quiet than usual...perhaps I'm used to singing and drumming my fingers noisily even if it's 5am in the morning. I just feel like breaking every single thing in this house. The keyboard is included. Of coz, I'm still straight. Dammit.

---> Don't cry my lover by JJ

The love that you have been waiting for, I cannot have.
The promise that we made, to shed our tears together…I can see them now.

-standingbyyou-

Posted by dark-wings at 11/24/2008 02:55:00 AM

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